Friday, December 24, 2010

I lost myself

I can't even begin to explain how happy I am. My weight is getting lower and lower. My period didn't even come this month! My spine feels constantly bruised from laying against hard surfaces. I'm eating only 300 calories a day or less...I HATE going over 300. I live off yogurt, oatmeal, and oh don't forget the jack & diet cokes that some how let me lose weight. People are telling me I need to gain weight. I say no thanks. They're just jealous anyways. Thanks to Zoloft I have completely lost my appetite. I miss you guys and I miss blogging. Thanks for all your wonderful comments. I promise I'll be posting more often.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

It's when we're dying that we actually begin to live.

Worked out like a crazy person for 4 hours. I hate that everyone notices the difference of my body except me. I think they're trying to fool me.
Here's today's meals:

Instant oatmeal plain: 100
Light vanilla yogurt: 80
Half a 100 calorie pack of brownies: 50
Tuna w/ light mayo: 60

Total: 290

Calories burned exercise: (estimate) 1100

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