Still losing.

My calorie intake is still low. Ranging from 300 to 700. Never any more. I'm still burning quite a few calories a day through exercise; 4 mi each day, followed by abs and light weight lifting. There's finally a gap between my thighs, so I know I am making progress. I've cut my friends and boyfriend out my life. Kind of depressing, but most days I prefer to be alone. The gossip and jealousy is a great factor of what motivates me. While my old friends are gaining their "freshman 15" I'm losing more and more!
Here's some motivation bbys.








my favorite:

So happy.

Today I hit 127! Some of it is just water weight, I know, but this is the lowest I've been in two years. I'm currently out in Arizona visiting some family and looking for colleges. I've been hiking and watching what I eat really closely. I always am ordering salads because my father likes to eat out alot. The skinnier I get, the more control I seem to have over eating. I love it here, the mountains, the weather, the people. I'm hoping I move here very soon.

Thinspo because I need a reminder of what I'm close to reaching

I woke up today and was back to 135. Depressing.
I don't feel like writing much...so here's some random faves of today, including one of my favorite thinspo's Annalynne Mccord.

Back to routine

I missed the feeling of being disciplined. My self-esteem always strengthens when I commit myself to losing the weight.



The last few days I have been doing really well with not going over 500 calories. I never have any trouble with wanting to eat during the day but it seems at night is the hardest for me. Probably because that is my downtime. I work 7:30am to 4pm then immediately after I tan, and jog...but after that I have nothing to occupy my time with. Any suggestions?