Thursday, August 18, 2011

Short-Lived

SO many things have happened since my last post. I broke up with my child's father. (Yes I have a three year old.) I started dating this new guy Sam...we moved to Denver, Colorado from Illinois then two weeks later we moved back to Illinois. I am devastated. I fell in love with Denver in the short time I was there. The reason we moved back you ask? Because he wasn't able to get into school there being he is almost done getting his masters and some of his credits wouldn't transfer. I broke up with him during the drive home. I don't think I even loved him, I just wanted an adventure. I'm quite compulsive. My weight also went back up to 125, being that the only option of food most of the time was fast food. Being 5'10 my body hates being lower than 120. But I'm finally back on track and have more motivation than ever to get the weight off. I find that when I let myself be happy in a relationship, I gain weight. So I'd rather be single and be miserable, pathetic huh? The only good news I have is that I turned 21! Finally.
Enjoy some thinspo...










2 comments:

  1. Congrats on turning 21! Don't worry about the sad bit about not having a boy friend I'm just the opposite though because when I have one I feel the need to look perfect so I can't eat with him. Sorry you didn't get to stay in denver long I love it out west too,I mostly went to utah though :D

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  2. Sorry about the breakups :( but yay! for turning 21!! I'm loving the thinspo. Stay motivated and think thin!

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